Texting the Devil
His death was both inevitable and, somehow, unexpected. Like the proverbial creaking gate, he hadn’t been well for a long time; his blood pressure high, he was overweight and drank too much; he didn’t take any exercise. And yet one expected him to go on. Even when he was taken into hospital with a heart attack, I expected him to come home. I sent him a text saying, ‘Get well you bugger. I’m fed up with being polite.’ I found that text a few days after the funeral and wondered whether to delete it, whether to remove his number altogether. It seemed silly to keep it in my phone memory and yet somehow disrespectful to remove it, as though I were finally removing him from my own memory. (more…)